So, all of a sudden, over the last 6 months, I have started to fall apart.
I find myself, on the cusp of turning 40, and instead of "getting it all together", as planned, I'm falling apart.
Just when I was settled in and comfortable with a weight loss plan, and lost 9lbs in 3 weeks, WHAM out came my appendix and gallbladder, at the same time. Ugh. What a shock that was. I really just assumed it was another diverticulitis flare up but, oh no, not that simple!
I truly hope this is the last of any crazy surprise medical issues, for a while any way. And I know this is nothing, compared to so many burdens of many others. And really it's not the medical stuff. I'll get over that and even feel better when than I did. It just feels like another set back. Another kick in the gut. I want, so badly, for our lives to a little easier. Have a little more fun. Have a nice place to live and for our kids to call home. I just don't know what more I can do.
Hopefully what I won't have to do, is have any more internal organs removed!
